Ssopp

What's the true wholehearted friendship?? my two longest friends are elementary school classmates, one of them was my fifth class in elementary, and the other was sixth, I am very glad to have such friends to connect until now, all of classmates in my senior and collage were lost message each other, but in my collage I made many friends in an association, they made my collage life more colorful and happy, although some of them made me very sad and I even can't face to them until now, I know what happened to our relations, but I didn't want to solve these problems, because I didn't think they would forgive me, I knew that I made many troubles before, but I thought that only wholeheartedly friends would forgive me with saying nothing, in the first weekend of November is the birthday of NCKU scout association, I miss many firends there, but I compel myself to far away that circle, I will keep connect with those nice friends, but I can accept those who hate me and won't forgive my anymore, even some day I become a well-know man in the future, I want to search my true lover and steady job, then I have courage to face them without their sight, what is the true wholehearted friendship?? I think that the firendship is just to care about him anytime and anywhere, there is no ture friendship without difficult experiences, not only friendship, but ture love is , too.